While i was unpacking my stuff, i realized that there were so many things with me.So many books with so many ideas.But i have not comprehended it yet. Sedih je. Beli buku banyak2 tp x habis baca pun lagi. Tapi bila fikir balik,those books r not meant for me to study them now, it's for my future reference.Yup,my future reference.Dari Nouriel Roubini,ke Prof Al-Attas,Harlan Coben,Classical Music,Confession of an Old Boy,buku memasak dan lain-lain sy kena tahu dan faham.
Memasak tu utama. Hehe..sbb bercita-cita nk jd working mother yg diredhai-Nya :)
When i entered that sector later,i know i must slowly learn how to innovate. I know it's not an overnight process but i know after let say 3 years working in that sector,i must climb the career ladder (ada ke perkataan ni? :p).Firstly, kena la position kan diri at the right jabatan.Huhuhu.Im not good in talking but i know how to think insya-Allah.
May Allah help me in my future endeavour n may He please with my action in this world ameen.
Allah knows best :)
With regard to that position,,Sy ni ibarat Dato Wahid n Datuk Idris Jala!
Berkhidmat untuk negara!
My long distance uncle n my short distance auntie -hahaaa- dah mark sy org KJ..they want me to reg at Rembau seat 4 da next election..hahaha!
Rembau jauh sgt la..Saifuddin pun boleh...Temerloh!haha
KB most wanted yaw!
I came quite early (730 dah dlm office) today. It's good to get out early,,many things i can do b4 830.Like now,, boleh update blog..haha
I always in contemplating mode in lrt while waiting to arrive to the station.
And today, i realized that this routine will end very soon. I dont feel sad nor regret. Im looking forward to move on,,leaving this routine,meeting new people,learning new thing,brushing up my skill etc.But,at the same time,,i cannot stop from thinking of my future life.The possibilities of anything (biasala being a woman)...mcm2 fikir padahal xde pa pe pun.Hoho.
While reading newspaper this morning, i feel pity to BN. Anwar is not satisfied with the result of GE and want everybody to bantah it. Oh my.. Anwar, u have right to recheck the result but dont call up people to do demostration! Do in a peaceful way la,,i dont want a malaysian version of arab spring. I dont want. U can cabar the result through court but not through demonstration.
Most of us had istikharah before voted, we asked Allah to protect our country from the evil, cruelity of the irresponsible people. So whatever the result is, we must learn to accept it. Again, let me reiterate,, i dont mind if you want to cabar it through mahkamah but i reallyyy hope janganlah ada malaysian spring.
Tingkatkanlah usaha untuk mendapat banyak undi ye in PRU 15.Pembangkang is needed to be a check and balance agent but not bangkang je allll the way..u must advice the gov bcoz we both shared the common denominator which is to make Malaysia a better nation. So lets work together.You got your seat, so do the gov so lets improve our country.
Semoga Dato Seri Najib will do something on this issue.
I feel so sleepy..currently at the airport waiting for boarding to kl..this holiday was a confuse one..part of the reason was bcoz of the election..as a first timer,it was such a thrilling experience. I could not sleep the night before polling day..ive been observed the malaysian political scenario ever since anwar was sacked from the gov,,i used to be the hard core opposition n felt digusted of Barisan Nasional. At that time i just did not understand y some people of Kelantan dare to support the cruel,corrupted BN while having PAS as the alternative.As i entered UIA,living in KL,started my working life, mingled with diff type of people has broaden my prespective about politics. After 2008's election, it makes me love the malay based party which is UMNO. Im not saying that i totally agreed with them. I dont deny the loops in the practise. Alah,,pakatan pun problematic..but untuk federal i can tolerate dgn Najib's policies so far especially after the arab spring..lagi laa make me love of my gov.
It was not an easy choice for me to choose.Istakharah juga la b4 decide.xle tidur kan..haha..i even decided nk pakai bk kurung to show betapa kayanya budaya Melayu..haha.. but Alhamdulillah i thank Allah for the result..PAS has secured another term in the election to rule Kelantan,n Alhamdulillah..Barisan Nasional also is again elected to be the gov of Malaysia,,Alhamdulillah..
Okay time to board!
Currently im inside the bus heading to lcct,,oh Allah,,please bless this journey ,bless my vote,bless my preparation for this coming May 26.
Feel so sleepy now...
Jumaah barakah everyone..
-Need to complete khafi upon arriving home..smg tidak terlupa..huhhu
Ceramah BN di sini tidak berapa kemas kandungannya. Mungkin memadai dengan tahap kesedaran orang-orang ini. Tetapi saya hormati orang MIC dikawasan ini. Terasa semangat 1Malaysia.
"Only once in your truly life, i truly believe, you can find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absord anything you say and actually want to hear more. YOU SHARES HOPES FOR THE FUTURE, DREAMS that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many dissapoinments life has thrown at you. WHEN SOMETHING WONDERFUL HAPPENS, YOU CANT WAIT TO TELL THEM ABOUT IT, KNOWING THEY WILL SHARE IN YOUR EXCITEMENT. They are not embrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your chilhood come back and are so clear and vivid it's like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of your daily life where before it was infrequent or didn't exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always bring a smile to your face. In their presence there's no need for continuos conversation, but you find you are quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before BECOME FASCINATING BECAUSE YOU KNOW THEY ARE IMPORTANT TO THIS PERSON WHO IS SPECIAL TO YOU. YOU THINK OF THIS PETSON ON EVERY OCCASION AND IN EVERYTHING YOU DO. "
Ya Allah,, please show me the way..it's so painful to observe the "uncertain behavioural"... I just dont understand why i cant get rid of #&@)€£$. That buddy is not showing any good example at all. I must forget that fellow...
I must improve myself.
I must!
Pagi2 lg dah emo :'/
Better enjoy detik2 kt sini dari duk fikir bnda yg jauh plus bole jejaskan mood..
Entah mengapa hari ini mendapat sedikit harapan untuk yakin dengan tindakan. Im not good in writing hence i cant explain it clearly. I went to En R's class last night n i feel happy with his reaction towards me. I really need to improve my skills n knowledge on many things. This world does not offer an easy living. I really need a constant reminder to make me realize the purpose of my being at this point of time.Things sometimes are too much which make me u tired of your own self.
And and and... i feel like wanna get married ...*blushing*...tp ... -_-
..huhu..*nak bljar masak badly!!*
Nak bljar masak!!
Hoho
:)
To my dear self ,,please do the health screening every year!!!
treat yourself well ikha!
he who knows himself will know his Lord!
He paid for my food without telling me earlier! He left the stall with his food n he's not looking at me at all!
May Allah bless En Zaim and always guide him in his life...ameen!!
"Kalau moving on kau kronik, travel is the best distraction"- as quoted by Matlutfi
Hahah...
My boss is sooo awesome. He treated me like his own adik. Very voncern about my work and well being.He is a very good example in couching and everything. He wants me to do what is right for my life. He exposes me with various kind of corporate events ever since i was a trainee before. We discussed a lot about many things ie politics, economics, religion etc. He is somewhat similar to En Zaini, my former boss at Jalan Tun Razak. Here in Jalan Sultan Ismail , i have En Azlan who will always believe in my ability. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah for giving me these nikmah...
Alhamdulillah.
En Azlan teaches me that never feel jealous to see others receive more than us (contest/slogan :p). Do good to your parents, Love your partner and kids (bawa pergi holiday). X payah claim sgt dgn company kalau kita incur cost sikit2 in doing our work.
Ayat En Azlan towards me
"You esok bila dah jadi boss, ...."
"You esok bila dah jadi boss,...."
"You esok bila dah jadi boss,...."
Dia nak sy jd boss yg responsible, buat study b4 pergi meeting, jgn melenting dkt staff (sbb bg dia boss perempuan garang :D),dan bg dia sy better buat mba...haha
Dan dia cakap
"You kena kahwin"
Dan kalau nk smbg blajar better b4 kahwin...
:D
Im gonna miss this place very soon.
Perhubungan alam maya banyak tipu daya. Luka dihati baru saja mahu pulih tetapi entah mengapa terasa seperti akan berdarah kembali.
Semoga dijauhkan dari org yg melukakan hati ini.
Daya ini harus mampu menahan panahan maya.
I am currently at Faizah's Papa long's house. Papa Long is the father of Wan Firdaus.
Looking at the surrounding,reminds me a lot of my family.Lain.Sangat.
Hoho.
N it makes me think of the family of my future husband. Haha.I can easily mingle with family yg share the same value with me.
Hoho.
Alah x payah la fikir2..Plan Allah yg terbaik.
Prepare yourself before entering that phase of life.
Insya-Allah..
Me and kak Ariza are like sisters or aunt-niece..but in actual we are colleague..i love the family,nana and the kids..
I slept at her house last night...and managed to get updates om certain things..
Things dont just happened..it happened because Allah wanted it to happen..
Currently, we are on our way to Hj Joe's son's kenduri...n me,airish n aida feel so sleepy..may this journey be blessed n may Allah protect us all..
