Ramadan Kareem

Hari ini Allah membenarkan saya memasuki bulan Ramadan untuk kali yg ke-24..

x tahulah how to express what i feel now,,, banyak perkara yg perlu diambil kira sebelum merancang sekarang memadangkan umur makin meningkat... tiap2 hari duk struggle dalam berakhlaq,,
Org2 yg muncul dalam hidup pasti ada perkara baru yg dpt dipelajari dr mereka...



Saya perlu sentiasa buat Tazkiyah tun nafs... Ya Allah,,  tunjukilah hamba-Mu ini jalan-Mu yg lurus...

*bukan senang nak tadbir diri tmbh2 bila dah kerja.. berbolak-balik dlm membawa diri..moga hidup diberkati-Nya :"/ *



"Qadd Kafani Ilmu Rabbi"





My Lords knowledge has sufficed me
from asking or choosing

For my dua and my agonizing supplication
is a witness to my poverty.

For this secret I make supplication
in times of ease and times of difficulty

I am a slave whose pride
is in his poverty and obligation

O my Lord and my King
You know my state


And what has settled in my heart
of agonies and preoccupations

Save me with a gentleness
from You, O Lord of Lords

Oh save me, Most Generous
before I run out of patience

My Lords knowledge has sufficed me
from asking or choosing

O One who is swift in sending aid
I ask for aid that will arrive to me swiftly

It will defeat all difficulty
and it will bring all that I hope for
O Near One Who answers
and All-Knowing and All-Hearing

I have attained realization through my incapacity,
my submission and my brokenness







My Lords knowledge has sufficed me
from asking or choosing

I am still standing by the door, so please my Lord
have mercy on my standing

And in the valley of generosity, I am in itikaf (solitary retreat)
So, Allah, make my retreat here permanent
And Im abiding by good opinion (of You)
For it is my friend and ally
And it is the one that sits by me and keeps me company
All day and night

My Lords knowledge has sufficed me
from asking or choosing

There is a need in my soul, O Allah
so please fulfill it, O Best of Fulfillers
And comfort my secret and my heart
from its burning and its shrapnel
In pleasure and in happiness
and as long as You are pleased with me
For joy and expansion is my state
and my motto and my cover
My Lords knowledge has sufficed me
from asking or choosing

Resmi

Esok merupakan hari pertama di jabatan. Alhamdulillah, saya mendapat jabatan yang saya mahukan sejak menjejak kaki di situ. Saya mahu jadi berkualiti seperti beliau. Setelah 2 bulan bersama rakan-rakan baru yang sama-sama menuntut di bawah Miss Ezan , saya tidak perlu takut dengan cabaran di hadapan. Saya perlu rendah diri x kira di mana saja berada.

Katanya :

"Resmi padi perlu dijaga,
semakin ranum, berbangga tiada,
lantas dipandang selaras bicara,
ketika luaran sekadar biasa. "


Sejak kebelakangan ini, saya sedikit sibuk dengan tugasan kelas. Minggu ini terlepas makan malam bersama P-yah dan Eera untuk meraikan Husam. Tetapi Alhamdulillah, saya sempat menghadiri majlis meraikan Aisulu. Saya Sayang Kawan Saya.


Apabila bertemu kawan-kawan lama, soal kahwin mmg tak dapat lari. Ehmm...x tahu nak cakap apa. Semoga urusan dipermudah untuk kebahagian dunia dan akhirat....