Sedih

I think i try to compromise my feelings. I know separation is needed but i just do not know what or how to do. I am a sad person and i really love if people would love me without condition. I am not a perfect person and i really need motivation and support in my life. I need people who love to do things with me. I need a friend who would listen to my rambling about love,about life and about the future.

I need a true friendship. I seek honesty in any relationship.

Oh Allah, why i feel bad about myself, why i cannot be like any other persons who have their love one around them...i need emotional support, motivation and people who survived from the struggle in life and optimist about the future.

Currently, I have no one who is serious with me. I'm just a sad person pretending to be happy.


I cannot choose because i don't have choice.

I know my feelings but i do not know whether it is good or bad.

When i really love someone, i will show it,,,my action speaks louder than my say

I pray hopefully things will be a good ending to my future


 but where do i start..

Oh Allah help me....send someone to love me...i need to rest in arms...in pouring rain....



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